Ever have that moment when you feel like you’re just not good enough? Like everything you do is completely worthless and a waste of time? Like you’re perfectly and utterly replaceable to the next person that comes along? In that moment, you start to think about the people who actually cares about you. You starts to wonder what the people around you would do if you make a mistake. Would they be there for you through thick and thin or would they leave you hanging on that falling piece of string? In that moment - that minuscule part of time - all your bad thoughts aggregate together to haunt you. You’d start feeling unsure about yourself, about everything and everyone. You’d start to second guess and as you fall deeper into the trap, your insecurity increases. In that moment, the moment when you feel perfectly inconsequential, the wall that some people have been trying to knock down grows back up again.
There might be a lot of things that I don’t understand in life, but one thing I do know is that I’m happy around you. I don’t know what it is or how you do it, but there’s something about you that lights up my heart because once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale. ♥
I can never promise that I will be a perfect wife. I can just promise you one thing, that I will try my best to love you and do my duties as your wife. I will clean our home but I want you to help me. I will cut your hair if it’s too long. I will give you what you need if you forgot the soap while you’re taking a bath. And lastly, I will try to cook your favorite dish.
I’ll do everything for the sake of our relationship. That’s how I love you.
All of the relationship goes to the ‘promises phases’. You make silly promises to each other. Weather it is about not lying, loving only that person, being honest with each other and everything that will not ruin your relationship.
Promises are meant to be broken but still making promises with the one you love make you feel somewhat secure.